:: today, I stare moodily out the window ::

it was sunny and warm all this week. until today, when it was grey and drizzly and I woke up wanting to do nothing but pull the covers over my head. it being spring break, I felt at liberty to do so and stayed warm but increasingly restless on my comfortless couch until, like, 9.30 because today is the last day of spring break and I'M NOT READY FOR IT TO BE DONE YET. 

nope, some days I am not above whining.

I've had an excellently productive week, but the issue is: I always get to the last day or two of time off and a bunch of possible, fruitful avenues for accomplishing something open up and I curse myself for not discovering them earlier. in this case, I've been looking into possible summer employment (all previous endeavors having come to naught oh kitty hawk kites :'''''( ) and while I'm beyond thrilled to possibly be offered these opportunities (which is really just that I've cold-called about 5 different places, which may or may not be to my benefit), I'm disappointed to not have accomplished more and I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON MONDAYYYYY. this little taste of freedom is terrible. 

on the bright side, just 4 weeks of school, and then summer. ...when it'll be a little late to get stuff done for "possible summer employment." ya dig? 

also, it's not raining, it's just grey and lowering, which is beyond depressing and always dampens the spirits. 

pun.

one might think I glorify the sunshine state a little beyond its just deserts.
one might have a good point, because socal kind of is just deserts.
...sorry. couldn't help it.

this darn awful weather. I need to just stop.